update: 2:52am 9/1/24

i am thugging this out on a cup of coffee i made(aka almost pure black save for some condensed milk), car seat headrest and tv girl

i am not gonna finish this tonight tho so im continuing this tom if i get another cup of coffee. consider this technically my first website update

let it be known that idk if i have mental illinois but i did just sit down in front of a screen no breaks for 5 straight hours trying to recall all my 9th grade knowledge on compsci html

speaking of this is purely bc i need an outlet that keeps me (slightly) sane bc if all my energy goes to doing other errands i will genuiniely consider running into the forest

also if any irls find this please im normal i swear

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update: 6:20pm 9/29/24

updated bg and thats literally it(under cut will be a me update so if u dont care then skip ig)

school is KICKING MY ASS anyways ive been super busy to update and also i have no idea what to do with this page lol

if ur asking yes i did just get ahold of coffee again and theres no school today which means i can use the energy to do other stuff

coffee does not taste good tho. too much milk and only a lingering aftertaste of coffee

in unrelated, slightly better news i did not run into the forest however in turn my mental psyche is definitely broke and all i want in the end of the day is my bed and only sleep

perhaps to keep this blog a little bit more active i might make a review page of things i watched so i have a reason to come back more than once a month

will update on that soon tho. for now this is probably the last ur gonna head from me until HOPEFULLY next month. thanks for reading, cya

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update: 11:10pm 10/19/24

hi im back guys and im sick rn bc i dont eat nor sleep so my immune system has become similar to that of a newborn child's and i could theoretically be working on other stuff but i dont wanna do that

would be adding on the review page but i dont know what to add yet so im still leaving that blank for now

thats gonna be all for me for now, thanks for reading, cyaa

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update: 3:27am 12/18/24

eyyy so i might be screaming into the void but sorry for no updates lmao,,, school has been kicking my ass (AGAIN) and ive been too busy to do anything creative,, not like ive been in the worst creative rut for the past half of the year

but anyways now my christmas breaks started n this website has been nagging at me in the back of my mind and I WAS actually supposed to do a little overhaul from some tiny ideas ive saved up in the past,,,, almost 2 months ive been gone, but guess what on the first day of my break my 5+ yr old laptop got its SECOND bluescreen of death for JUST DOWNLOADING valorant,,,, which coincidentally, my first bluescreen was from the first time i tried to play valorant too, nearly 4 years ago(been in the game since act 2 ep 1 and yes ive only ever reached bronze) so like isnt that so silly

just got it properly fixed yesterday, but the fans are jammed from not cleaning it OR worse definitely broken so we still need to get that fixed before i do anything rlly otherwise my laptop might overheat and also the fix that got rid of the bluescreen also totally reconfigured a bunch of things on my laptop(a general majority i feel like i still have yet to find(along with my AUDIO SYSTEM so i cant even listen to music while working on my laptop anymore))

also apparently we just hit 500 views!!! p cool but like i think a vast majority of it is just me trying to see if the website looks right so idk rlly lmao

so like thats where ive been at in the last 2 months lol if its any consolation i might add an oc page and also i got some stuff to add to the reviews page when i get back to this and yea thats all okay goodnight